Title: No more
Author: Cae
Rating: PG
Summary: Colin's had enough
Disclaimer: No money made, no implications intended.


I don't want to do this anymore. Every damn show I put up with the bald jibes, the 'old man' jibes.

I'm sick of it. Don't they realise how much it hurts? How much of an effort I have to put in every fucking day just for the producers to say "that'll have to do"?

There used to be understanding in those emerald eyes as I'd slope back to the side of the stage, or sink into my chair; but now there's just laughter at my expense, along with everyone else.

Screw it. I don't want to do this anymore.