Sometimes envy is best expressed in black and white. Pairing: The eternal triangle of Greg/Ryan/Colin Love's Lie He should have been mine! I met him first! Erotic lightning struck with the first touch. Burned his body into my memory – Seared into my flesh Leaving me hungry for more. He should have been mine! I knew that he wanted me, Why else would he pull me closer~ Flesh on flesh, clothes-be-damned… Stroking my skin I wasn't playing `Helping Hands'… How could he NOT have known? He would have been mine! But when I opened myself up to him, He told me he wasn't gay. (He lied) He said he only loved his wife… (Poor woman, he lied to her, too!) I should have forced him to listen to me… Pulled him down like a leopard (No small ocelot here!) Ravaged and ravished him, Fucked the resistance out of him… Made him surrender to me. Taken him far away – And devoured him in private. But no, I didn't… (Dumb fuck) I was a gentleman, backed off… (Fuckin' idiot – how's that for ironic, Alanis?) Left him alone To be seduced by a cow-eyed Canuck. And now? And now? I sit up there with them… (Fuckin' masochist, can't stay away) I watch them touch, Hear their whispers, See the love in their eyes (His eyes… they should have been looking at me!) And, God help me… I still think he should have been mine.