(Dawn: Vancouver, 1977-1979)

1. A Place in The Sun
Author: Emily
Pairing: Ryan/Colin
Rating: PG
Summary: Colin finally finds his one true passion in life, and the place where he belongs.
Word Count: 1,662

2. Everybody's Looking for Something
Author: Emily
Pairing: Ryan/Colin
Rating: PG-13
Summary: Ryan loves being a stand-up comedian, but at the same time he's looking for something more...
Word Count: 1,478

3. Mike Nelson
Author: Emily
Pairing: Ryan/Colin
Rating: PG
Summary: How can you go from hating someone to loving them in such a short span of time?
Word Count: 779

4. Snow Day
Author: Emily
Pairing: Ryan/Colin
Rating: PG
Summary: Colin wants to stay inside and do laundry, but Ryan other plans. And Ryan has a way of always getting what he wants...
Word Count: 1,694

5. In the Space Between
Author: Emily
Pairing: Ryan/Colin
Rating: PG
Summary: Ryan finally finds someone who understands him in an unlikely place.
Word Count: 1,369

6. Burning Light
Author: Emily
Pairing: Ryan/Colin
Rating: PG-13
Summary: Ryan meets Pat, but Colin is acting strange, and Ryan doesn't understand why.
Word Count: 3,167

7. Six Nights
Author: Emily
Pairing: Ryan/Colin
Rating: PG
Summary: Over the course of six nights, Colin comes to a realization about Ryan.
Word Count: 1,701

(Noon: Toronto, 1986-1989)

8. Years in the Making
Author: Emily
Pairing: Ryan/Colin
Rating: PG
Summary: These memories are years in the making.
Word Count: 2,943

9. Fallen Breath
Author: Emily
Pairing: Ryan/Colin
Rating: PG
Summary: Colin auditions at Second City.
Word Count: 1,497

10. The Games We Play
Author: Emily
Pairing: Ryan/Colin
Rating: PG
Summary: Ryan and Colin go on a double date with Pat and Deb.
Word Count: 3,272

11. As You Are
Author: Emily
Pairing: Ryan/Colin
Rating: R
Summary: Another adventure, but it isn't like the others... This time, much more's at stake.
Word Count: 3,436

12. For a Little While
Author: Emily
Pairing: Ryan/Colin
Rating: PG
Summary: Deb wishes that Colin could be hers, even if only for a little while.
Word Count: 1,493

13. Nightmare Days
Author: Emily
Pairing: Ryan/Colin
Rating: PG-13
Summary: It takes flying in a plane for Ryan to realize what he should have known years ago…
Word Count: 1,733

14. Just a Dream
Author: Emily
Pairing: Ryan/Colin
Rating: NC-17
Summary: It's just a dream... or at least that's what they have to tell themselves.
Word Count: 2,957

15. Secret Promises
Author: Emily
Pairing: Ryan/Colin
Rating: PG-13
Summary: Colin marries Deb, and Ryan can't help remembering their last night together...
Word Count: 1,274

(Evening: Los Angeles, 1999-2004)

16. Celebrating the Years
Author: Emily
Pairing: Ryan/Colin
Rating: PG-13
Summary: It's Ryan's 40th birthday today, and all of his friends and family gather to help him celebrate it.
Word Count: 10,328

17. The Last Temptation
Author: Emily
Pairing: Ryan/Colin
Rating: PG-13
Summary: On the set of 'Whose Line', Ryan continues to tempt Colin to fall…
Word Count: 1,004

18. False Appearances
Author: Emily
Pairing: Ryan/Colin
Rating: PG
Summary: Deb begins to suspect that things are falling apart.
Word Count: 1,549

19. Stages of Grief
Author: Emily
Pairing: Ryan/Colin
Rating: PG-13
Summary: How do you say goodbye? How do you move on?
Word Count: 3,340

20. Weight of the World
Author: Emily
Pairing: Ryan/Colin
Rating: PG
Summary: Colin's been keeping everything inside of him for so long… One night, he can't hold back anymore.
Word Count: 1,498

21. Inevitability
Author: Emily
Pairing: Ryan/Colin
Rating: PG
Summary: It had to come eventually. It's just that Colin was hoping it didn't have to be so soon.
Word Count: 2,578

22. Perfect World
Author: Emily
Pairing: Ryan/Colin
Rating: PG
Summary: Pat's perfect world is nothing but an illusion.
Word Count: 2,626

23. Fragmented Pieces
Author: Emily
Pairing: Ryan/Colin
Rating: NC-17
Summary: Summary: Colin and Ryan join the All-Stars tour.
Word Count: 3,748

24. Finding Freedom
Author: Emily
Pairing: Ryan/Colin
Rating: PG-13
Summary: Ryan grows increasingly angry with his life, leading him down a path of self destruction that won't stop until he's free.
Word Count: 3,028

25. Lost and Found
Author: Emily
Pairing: Ryan/Colin
Rating: PG
Summary: Colin's been wandering around like he's lost these last few months, and Brad wonders to himself if he'll ever be found.
Word Count: 1,164

26. I Will
Author: Emily
Pairing: Ryan/Colin
Rating: PG
Summary: Ryan whisks Colin away and asks him an important question…
Word Count: 1,360

27. I'm Yours, You're Mine
Author: Emily
Pairing: Ryan/Colin
Rating: PG
Summary: They've been working towards this moment for years, and now it's finally here.
Word Count: 2,663